Saturday, August 18, 2007...10:44 AM.
The Follow Up..........
This is a follow up on my past post....
Well i have been talking about my life most often and i guess i'm right back where i started...
Still lokking for a job, still waiting for her... All this is going to get better one way or
the other... I swear~!!!!
My Job
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I quit Lee Hwa Jewellery for a reason that no one knew. Some felt i couldn't cope,
She felt it was because of her. Well... it was all me and no one else.. I quitted my job because
i couldn't get my life on track properly. I could not balance well and ended up very tired everyday.
I had to force myself to go to work and there were times, or should i say most of the time, i
would end up taking a cabby to work... That cost me lots, on top of that i had a bad habit
of wanting to go drinking just so i could see her. Stupid right?! There were other ways
of seeing her. BUt i did not open all possibilities as when i went up to look for her, i
realized that i actually still love her. So you see, the problem lied in mE this whole time.
My Love Life
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Well currently, we are still together as in not together as gf/bf but
together... Things has gotten astray recently but i guess it must be me who is stressing on getting a job. I still try to msg her whenever my mind is at rest from all that stress.
On top of that my dad is back and it has only been the first day and i cant take it from all
his pressure on me... I still need to tolerate another 2 bloody weeks before he leaves again...
Arghzzzzzzzzz...............
Anyway, Jo-An & mE ...hmmz i don't have much comments now as we are
now in the midst of working towards our aim of earning more money.
Our love life, i might dare say it is still surviving as we have not given up hope on
each other.
*That is why i use the phrase "i might dare say" cuz tis is my opinion. i hope hers is just the same.*
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Well i would like to stop here with an ending that will let everybody know
how much i still loVe her... And tell mE if you don't want mE anymore!
thenbrownbear
would10:44 AM
