useless~! ytd i was not angry but just feeling sad that she did not try to make an effort to msg me even if she was busy... No matter how busy i am/was, i nvr once not msg her. Even if i did not, when she msg i always replied. ytd she told me that we should be alone for awhile because both of us seem too hot... If she know me as well as she claim, than she should know that i can't do that...its either we're together or we're not. The definition of a r/ship is to work out all problems big/small together...When you're together, all problems are shared...that is where the test of patience, sincerity, love, commitment and trust is being tested... I wanted to be different from the others, If you make me look like just another guy,( the rest) than what does that tells?! that you still want every possible guy who might like you... When i came back to you, it was not because i wanted to play because believe me, if i wanted to play i could find someone else...i came back to you because i really like you but it doesn't seem that way for you... she says that love isn't enough to build the bridge. I agree but is love the only thing that made her go with me?! The way you are right now has to do when you were badly hurt by some guy?!... But from my experience, its not fair to the rest. i believe that taking revenge on other people is not a way to solve your problem. It will just lead to more problems. she says that she don't want me to be in a difficult position. i won't be if she gave me the assurance. To be somebody elses girlfriend i won't know but to be mine was never too hard. I never ask for much and i never controlled too much. Am i such a bad boyfriend?! She says she loves me, how much of love is for me?! Is this love of hers being shared. When she say she can't commit. its because she still wants to have fun? because she can't let go of all the guys, afraid tat one day she won't have that kind of attention anymore? What is it....i really don't understand. you don't just tell someone that you need some time alone because it doesn't work tat way. If u really love me whole heartedly than u won't say this. Do u really love me tat much to be able to let me go just like that...?! Tell me one thing you did that made me feel that i'm your boyfriend other than just introducing me to all your kor kor which i did for you. I'm not saying all this here for everyone to know my problems. but i don't talk to people about this problems, i always keep it to myself.So i don't expect any replies from anybody else.If you always say the problems lies with you, than i'm just no better at being a boyfriend if i can't help you. when i ask the simple question if your intention is to break up with me, why can't you give me an answer...what is holding you back from a yes or no?! If it is a yes than i'll leave you and you can have all the time in the world to cool down. But if no than i'm still willing to work with you on the building of our bridge. If i'm not clear enough in this draft, than i need you to tell me wad i miss out... Dear i am not having fun~!
-sad soul-
thenbrownbearwould 10:25 PM
i would be
name: BeaR aka Master Ng
bday: 1st Oct 1985
sch: SchoOl of BeArs
likes: Sweet stuff
dislikes: Bitter things & people who lie to me
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